Post It

I go through post it's like smokers go through cigerette packs, I'm that addicted... I'm such a huge paper waster... I can't stop lol

I got a job!!!!

You can Thank me later..

Well, let's just start off by saying that obsessed is an understatement. Drizzy is on my loop getting more plays than dare I say it--- Justin Timberlake (gasp)

Don't judge me.

We've all caught Degrassi on some heavy steroid mtv re-runs and you know Jimmy wheel chair or not was as cute as pie. I'm sure his looks work to his advantage on his music I don't know how you did it Drake but you snuck up on me, "baby you mah everrrrrthang"

Back to the Basics

How many times can I tell myself this is someone that I'm lucky to have met, not ever enough. As the summer winds down me and Phil are coming close to our 4 year mark. Sometimes I get anxious and I want to hit that next level in our relationship but in a clear moments happenings I let all of this awe and love settle in and I know I'm truly happy just as is. When I listen to love songs, when he comes home from work, when it's just me and him throwing a few brewskies back, when the commercials are on during our favorite shows we feel that simple feeling together, baby you're the best.

If I could just stay there with you

Love here on earth
Love beyond the grave
There are no roads
My love for you can't pave.


R.I.P. Cookie Memorial

make me feel like i'm fun again

remember pictures? i used to take lots of them.

what if there aren't even ruffles?

There is this nothingness that has rolled into my home. At first it was once in a while and then every night I would get up from bed and just stay up for hours and not really go to sleep. When Philip works late I don't see him except for that hour in between where he's kicked his shoes off and is about to call it a night-- the brief conversations that we get without hearing the ticking sound in the back.

Nothing's wrong, but nothings happening.. usually I get weekends to reconnect with him. This weekend we're heading our separate ways, miles and miles apart. It's so strange for people to understand that I'm going to miss him since I live with him... but I barely ever spend quality time between the week with him.

I don't like all this time I've found for myself. I need a 9-5 soon before I start over analyzing everything.