wichcraft 'dinner has really fucked up on this one.. I got really upset at work and I believe that if they had just listened to me or at least generated some kind of interest to nip the problems in the bud then everything would've been okay.
I don't know what else I could have done differently, I've dealt with it all in this job and I always remained cool in all types of hot situations I was shuffled into.
Tonight was different for me.
One small comment threw me off because I was so tired. Tired of never saying anything back, of always being the bigger person, of never tattle telling or really just always taking the high road. When I looked to my manager for some support I really felt like I didn't get any, and the icing on top was the Kitchen Manager thought she could throw in her 2 cents like it was some kind of bash event. The girl hasn't ever asked me or considered talking to me about the tension between me and Janis, and she felt she had the antidote for the tension. Like I told her, this is none of your business .. but of course she had already felt like it was.
I felt attacked.
When I told the Kitchen Manager that she was really upsetting me with what she was saying she should of backed off, When my manager saw the Kitchen Manager chim in from the beginning he should of recognized that this wasn't the time for her opinions, I was already visibly upset.
The matter in which my concerns that I had brought to my manager were dealt poorly with. I'm really upset.. regardless I know there are a million restaurants I could serve at but it's heartbreaking when I was just settling in.
oh well... I guess shit happens for a reason right? I could get so much further into this but I don't think there's a point. All I know is that I've been the best person I could be and Janis' will get hers, I may forget but Karma runs it's own path.
