Alright lets air some shit out right now: number one I never thought I'd have anyone hate on me for any reason I'm usually minding my own business and out of the drama like it's my 9 to 5 but I think lately I've been hitting the beef curtains. My ride or die bff from high school flipped a 180 on me with this renowned personality that seemed to be all too much self involved with no real interest in anything but herself and that veered me off along with a few other side notes that aren't much of any deal to mention now but thats the jump off to this weird milk spill. Second: Was this bug eyed fat head Ana whom my parents and anyone with the focus on told me she looked like a creep and walking trash making me look bad just being next to her but of course as a charitable person I wanted to see the good in her and it didn't hurt to finally have a friend that was so close to home but the reminder of why I hadn't had any before her came very quickly. Losing her as a friend doesn't bother me but having tension with someone that shows their face around me randomly is a tempting ass beat I wanna give her but can't because of the company I'm with. It bothers me my "bff" keeps fathead ana hanging on her dick because hey, wtf? but it's no business of mine the fathead adds the same effect everywhere she goes so I'm not fretting by any means. Now Third: here I go to the middle of METALO and PINGA street in god knows where the fuck I'm at hicksville NY and I get all big and beat some girls face and boom you know it's like instant noodle soup drama right there. FOURTH: Room mate drama, I had to put some blonde hair blue eyed mess in her place and put her shit on BLAST and when I mean blast I mean MICROPHONE IN THE AIR LOOK AT YOUR DIRTY PANTIES FLY FROM THE BALCONY blast... Sometimes I feel bad about that so my bad Jessica but you know you deserved it and I mean it was also a kinda casualty case since everything else had been building up this hoe was my release so to self appreciated bff, fathead ana and racist twin... well actually racist twin got it pretty bad too but the rest got out easier than the rest.
To Round up what bothers me is the drama I've been a part of in the past few years. My bad if I started but you know what I know my "bestie" will read this and it's long over due girl, you know I don't harbor bad feelings for you and it's been hard to word my frustrations with you but I think I finally have and hope you get no offense from it.
and feel free to forward this one to your pet friend because Lord knows I wont hesitate to ever swing some action into her face if she ever had the balls to approach me with her cyber talk bullshit she barks out.
MARBLE girl you had some good intentions and got all possessive of OUR apartment another one that I probably didn't mean all the mess I sprung on you because we did have some good times too but of course you bumped me over to the edge too much so you know you got what you did to shoot your ass back down to earth
and my brawl in Alfred with the Twin was this, I went to this girl's house and she thought she could take me so she threw a hit at me first and I knocked her down to the floor and wouldn't let go of her she slurred some racist remarks at me and I took her to judicial court. That Drama I don't regret, doesn't bother me doesn't do anything because of that I made some pretty amazing friends who supported my causes and the events put together for that, that drama put someone disgusting on the spot light for what they deserved and put at least an ounce of fear in the bitch when she saw me around campus.
This blog is my release.. I'm glad I wrote this all out because being able to list this as compared to some people that live month by month with new drama that they can't count is something good to physically see.
It has bothered me to think if that made me a bad person to have this baggage but it doesn't anymore going to Alfred was a blessing in different ways. I mean without that I wouldn't have gotten to meet all these new amazing friends, to realize a new career path for myself, to know my own strength..
